Skating!

So Edward told me that he's going skating today with me(:  Whenever I get to see him somewhere, I get soo excited and nervous haha even butterfies. Well I picked the clothes the night before and got everything ready. Around 10 30 we got to the dentist for an appointment to clean out teeth and I got like 6 cavities -______ urgh but I always brush bleh mommy had to get her wisdom teeth removed. It must hurt a lot. Ouch. && Around 1 we got to the Roller Rink and no one we knew were there yet. Then comes Frank, Travis and Gerald's family but no  sigh of Edybear yet. He said he might even come before two!!! Hehe I can't wait lol like the thought of him on his way excites me that I can't even concentrate on skating. Lol and he came late and he called me and idk he sounded kinda cranky. I don't know. But around 3 he finally found the place and haha so I got back to skating with Jenny and then she said tall person and I knew he had came and when I saw him I fell hahah I was soo excited :D Like you don't know how happy I was . AHHHHHH! <33333 Then he said he's not skating so I got sad a bit because I was looking forward to that. But anywho he eventually did.(: && we skated lol then this little black girl keeps falling on purpose so that he would pick her up. I think she likes him lol ^____^ hahah but I caught her. Lmaaaaao then we just continued skating and the punk won't request the boyfriend song for me . It would be so romantic if he did <3 But anywho haha we skated I fell so many times but I like it because everytime I fell he would reach out his hand and pull me up and I get to hold his hand for a bit hehe it was AWESOME with the music and everything. Angel was super shy of me. But that's going to change soon I hope lol and then around 4 it was time to go :/ I was a bit sad but I was happy because he's going to come back next Thursday soo YAY! && P.S He gave me Angel's invitation hahah he looks soooo cute! <3333

Afterwards, we went home and I was texting Edward like around 4 30ish and I knew he was doing something because his replies were " i know he's doing something." Lol but I don't mind. Then mommy came in and we had like this one hour talk hahah time passes by fast. In this world I guess I can say you don't need your friends. They come and go. They leave you. Well I can't say anything. I left Sofia. My best friend. && Til this day, I totally regret that. I really do. But mistakes can't ever be fixed. Anywhooo, my dork said he was dissappointed in himself because he couldn't work out because he didn't eat enough and it was hurting his stomach. I kinda felt sad when he said that because I don't know. BUT I couldn't show that of course. Like I said I can't say anything that will make him worry or make him sad. I don't know where I stand in his heart. I really don't anymore but I know how much working out is important to him and it makes him happy so I tried to think of things to help him but what I say, seems to not be working. :/ Daddy called me out to help with the tiles but I decided to stay a bit more because I didn't want to leave Edybear feeling sad. But then daddy got mad and even rang the doorbell and yelled for me so I had to go. The tiles were so heavy, it's not that light. My foot bleeded and i dont know what I stepped on but it hurt so much. && I kept thinking about it so I keep stacking more and more tiles to the cart and me and Jenny pulled it and I basically ran and work unloaded the tiles. I don't think I ever worked that hard and fast. But I didn't want him to wait so I hurried and when I finished I ran in to call him I didn't even have enough time to catch my breath. When he picked up he sounded so sad:/ Was it me? I don't know but he sounded okay after that. Anywho I have to go shower now. He's waiting.(: