Worst 4th Of July Ever

So today is the Fourth of July and it sucks! No fire works or anything, >.<


I'm upset. Why don't the people from my dad's side of the family treat my family as their family? I mean my aunt Huong even took out her friend's daughter who she just met with her daughters to the movies instead of Jackie and Jamie. What the heck? That is sooo messed up plus it's a holiday. Like when we went to their house yesterday it's like our existence is absent. Everyone else in the house matters but us. I even enjoyed talking and playing with this two little boys who aren't even my cousins. Whaaaat? Plus, whatever we do everyone does it and tries to do it better. It's family. Why does everyone try to strive to be better. That's not family if you're always jealous and always competing. I hate this place. I hate all my "family" here. I wish we could move to a place where we know no one, well at least not anyone from my "family." All soo stupid. They just love all the nieces and nephews who are the daughter and son of my aunts. I'm starting to think about my place in the world. If I die would anyone miss me?