Days Pass So Quick

Wow it's already 4. I haven't done anything this whole day besides eating, and cleaning. I really do miss him. I wonder if he misses me. Yesterday at the mall && the swimming pool I saw a lot of Mexican guys. But none of them were Edward. No one can compare with my dork. He's one of a kind & I don't think anyone could replace this dork. <3  I wish one day he would just surprise me out of no where && hug me and hold me close && say, "Jennifer, I can't take it anymore. Let's end this break." && Then just kiss me and kiss me in front of everyone.

9 39 pm : Dieeeeeee! I feeel like dying. Why is he on my mind so much? Nothing I do can stop me from thinking of him. :/ I feel like crying but I can't. I'm looking at Hanh's pictures and feeling a bit jealous cuz she got to spend time with her boo at the beach. I wish I can see him. I wish we can start going out.

Things I want to do : Watch chick flicks with him, kiss him in the rain, go on long walks, laugh until I'm out of air, talk on the phone until sunrise, build a fort, have a pillow fight, sit on the couch in front of the fireplace and just talk about our life, sneak out to look at the stars with him. To love him endlessly. <3 120209