Sweet Dreams

These past three days, I haven't seen Edward in my dreams. I keep dreaming of people I know at random moments. Like Sarah playing tennis with Zubair? Or Eros telling me about his gf? && faces from the past. Last night, I dreamt I was at my orchestra concert. Mr. Jiang, my teacher was there. Except he had weird hair >.< Anywho there was this little kid who stuck out the most. He was Jackie's classmate and his name was Timothy. Somehow I had switched violin cases with him and I went to get it back. In his case he had some note that it written, " I gotta accept that I am not good at social contact." Something like that. In the dream I felt like helping him out. I wanted to tell him not to worry about it. If people do want to talk to you, they will come to you. I guess the dream was telling me to not worry about it. I mean I shouldn't. A lot of people have helped me by including me in the conversations, he said it's my fault. :/ Hmm Whatever ..as long as it doesnt happen between me and him,  im fine. <33 120209

I wanna spend my life with you. Just you. And nobody else. But you.

                                      I never want You to go.

Look into my eyes you'll find me . Look into my heart and you'll find you.